Dear Heart

 dear heart,

please let him go-

unmemorize the number

his middle and last name 

the obsession with having a muse

and someone to pour your heart out to

knowing you won't be loved by any of them

yet holding onto an idea anyways

one day without

a hey, or hello, 

won't kill you

dear heart,

please let it go-

thinking you'll have someone to travel and live with, and that they'll love you too

there will be no one to cuddle with in a hotel room

or to watch movies with late into the night

not wanting morning to return

there will be no one to find you on the bathroom floor

when you're older and alone 

your muse won't come back for you.